Day 6 (mid-day)

Today is not a good day for me :(. I feel so lonely and sad. I want to cry so badly. I think it might be because of all the activity/seizures I had last night. I'm not retaining information and find that I'm unable to answer questions sometimes. The doctor said that I had a ton of seizures and that's a good thing. He said he and his team have a lot to go off of. I don't want to be here much longer.I'm so sad. This is so hard to go through. I guess the positive side is that I only have a week and 1 day to go. Please pray that this stay goes quickly for me.