It's 10:35. I've started to gather my things. I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm both anxious and nervous and also sad to leave. Sad to leave because of what I mentioned in my other blog. Mostly I'm scared. I'm afraid to be alone. Here, at the hospital, I've had 24 hour watch and care. There's a camera monitoring me. If the nurses see me moving around too much, they page me to make sure I'm okay. Not only that, but I have a personal nurse that checks in on me once every hour to make sure I'm comfortable/okay or to take care of anything i need. All of that made me feel safer. I know I wont have that when I get home so i'm kind of anxious and scared.
On a different and brighter note, Marie and Lupe came to visit me today. They were the highlight of my day!! They brought me smiles and laughter. In situations like these nothing is better than visitors and phone calls from people that love you. They make the entire situation easier to endure. And it makes you realize how many care about you. Love you guys
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